Contractors

So what a taste i have acquired for the passing of time unknown. Alas the strength i have used up to this moment will not be enough to grant me the future i desire. I suppose the moment has come to sacrifice my selfish altruism for a life more dedicated to personal strength. My resolve willing, i will be able to manifest an identity that does not sustain itself for any other reason than personal grow. I hope to surprise myself, or more correctly i hope to let myself be surprised. But alas I know this to be folly. Where I to embark on any expedition of self that were anything less honest and open, I would simply be repainting a breaking wall, in the hopes that no one sees the ever growing cracks. No, it is time to repair the foundations.