Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Were I A Tail
Sunday, October 28, 2012
A Forest
Cut not the strings I have used to have used to sown my chest closed. The rib cage still missing, and the lungs tend to press the heart agains the walls of my body. So I sit and watch the blood pump through the rotten organ I once call my heart. You named it such in a moment of naivity
Rot
Thursday, October 18, 2012
The Hole
Hey there, what is that hole doing in the middle of the garden. It seems to be getting bigger and bigger. What an amazing event, a strange happening. Just think of all the possibilities. You could make a pool out of it, and then have parties with scantily clad ladies and drinks with umbrella's in them. Wait, maybe you could plant a tree in it, one that will grow many stories high and provide for you, others and the enforcement. If it strikes water then you can make a well, and enjoy free water.
Wait, what are you doing?
Why are you climbing inside?
You want me to do What!
No I am not going to fill the whole with you inside.
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
I Was Asked
Ah these bars seem familiar Yet the horizon beyond them feels sickeningly alien. I do know know what I would do in those fields that lie out beyond me. I have all the space my imagination can provide. In them are battle field coloured red with the falling blood. Metal strikes flesh, steel melts against the raging flames that envelop steel leviathans, as they are made to surrender beneath the constant barrage of cannons. Creatures with masks of light with elongated limbs flick blades from their forearms, severing troops from their limbs. Shadowed mercenaries fling themselves between the fray with steel wire and spikes, leading from one victim to another. A sweet metallic taste hangs in the mist. No my friends, I could find no solace in those open field. I would be far to tempted to make of them a stage. But oh what a pantomime I would play upon them.
I would tell the the tails of loss, fire and melting. I would write songs in the screams, that would shiver the flesh till the skin would pull itself free in search of respite. Oh, I Can hear them now as I dream erect and searching myself for a means to exalt the notion. The give of flesh beneath the suggestion of a blade, subtle at first, but at first resistance, fierce and hungry. Tell me, what do the meadows offer me. What wipers of the fleeting butterfly can sooth as the bubbling jugular can.
There is so much a tool can tell you of your intentions with those you are given the space to explore yourself through. Sunsets my come in passing splendor, slipping through the fingers of time, so subtle that they fade Swift into a gallery of time passing. Sharp steel, hard wood, and a strong arm feeds intent with unorthodox prowess and capacity. What then shall I label as freedom. Even between four walls, my flesh is my own, my mind solace. I have dreams enough to keep me company. We are given one frame, like a warrior, one weapon. Keep it loaded, make it shard, barb it and let it take you past any obstacle that may inflict itself upon you. Then You can be nothing but free.
We own only what we have paid for in blood, sorrow, ours or others. Tell me I can go anywhere, but you put boundaries to keep you people safe. There, out in the world lie many barriers, erected through force of finance. The chance of cost and availability chain those who cling to their ideals. Show them a moment of chaos, let them lick the nature of all that supersedes them, and the loss of rational will drive them insane. Relinquish these petty needs. Submit, and feel those desires crystallize in your mind until they embrace you like a long lost lover. Tell me you cannot feel the lifting of fabric and the smell of secrets, disallowed by formality. Give what they may, take what you can. Their are so few allowances. Who are we to die in regret.
I have no wings, so why would I long for the open skies as the swallows and falcons do. They sky is purple with our desire to be more than our bodies allow. yet we look to those beside us and us them to forgive our indiscretions, as though they have not build the very ground upon which they walk, or the roves beneath which they sleep. I only keep enjoy the luxury of inhaling because no one has been able to take that capacity from me. Tell me. Am I not free. Tell Me, are you.
Then Again
Now comes the time for reflection. From the swelling memories crawls the need for redemption, constenting, to the body. It had its place, but cage its open, and broken, by the weight of its sight. So in this remorse comes time to forgive, the sins that have haunted this worn skin. If every manner can begin, the history its lost within, for solace knows its humble king, be a place to begin.
The nature of the beast is to tell you the truth as it sees, not the way the world really is. We could go believing the words as they, tied it seems, to reason we lost long ago. Free for the quest, reliquish the best of our selves.
Something About Fire
So let the rage continue an unabated. May the heated torrents lick the walls and pain faces with the scorches that held their passing. They have no solemn purpose, but the nature of their ways. For the land behind they is desolate, and the path before them fueled by hunger. Despite the horse cries of the innocent, there is no means for mercy, no capacity to care. there only lies a purpose, and a means. So rage on, and make this world anew.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Feed Me More than Loud Words
And so the hearts bound by silk and razor wire beat towards and against each other, screaming for skin and the knowledge that they have a home. A place to rest their bloody selves. They are two scared to push free and risk tearing their walls open and leaving themselves empty, and hollow.
I wonder. The body is tied to the image, and the idea that we are here. From that we lay down our notions of frailty, and doubt. Hate of the reflection, lost in the tides that beat against the flesh till it becomes raw. So hope lies in giving the mirror to another, alas in that we give value to the words that seep from its keeper. One day the words may become so deep and painful that we take that mirror back, but the words remain, etched in the frame, unable to wipe the meaning from the reflection And so the history of other ideas become carved on our image. What is left for the the loving keepers but to scream louder, and over ride your own narrative, hoping that their good intent does not scat as deeply as their lover's history.
If I knew I would tell you what hope was before the feet of those with good intention and only slightly speckled hearts, but alas the dessert hold so few an oasis and too many mirages.