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Now I know that I should not be laughing. Yes the skin around my back is getting tighter as new limbs try and find their horizon. I am not sad, but scared. I am not worried, but concerned. Excitement can wait, there is still so much to shed from my spine.  I have debts to pay, and no currency available to me anymore. Not every investment had produced the returns I had hoped they would. Pity. I was to some degree relying on them, hoping they would help me afford the face paints needed to mach my many garbs. A painted smile is a faint substitute for joy.